Ambiguous, Infinite. [MILLI]

[MILLI ALEXII]

The kitchen was filled with a beautiful chocolaty scent, but it wasn’t enough to get her mind off of Tramp. Just what hell was going on with her? Being around that man always screwed up her head, but not this bad; this was much worse than anything before. Arm still tingled from the previous event, could he be any more of a weirdo than he already was? What was that? Why am I even thinking about that?! Her mind yelled at her furiously, wanting to bad to mentally slap herself. Milli sounded like a confused love struck girl, as if that would happen. This was Tramp for crying out loud, the boy she’s known for a long time; no way in hell would she love that idiot…in that way.

Opening the oven, she hissed as she quickly pulled her hand out. How stupid for her to forget to put on the oven mitts. ”Now that wasn’t very smart, now was it?” Looking down at her dog knowing he wasn’t going to answer back, ”I guess I’m a bit of an idiot too…” Murmuring just grabbing the oven mitts and pulling the tray of brownies out and setting it on top of the stove. They needed to cool off a bit, but in the meantime at least she could find some bowls for the ice cream.

Taking the mitts off, her fingers stung from the new burns and clenched her hands into a fist. Too many memories surrounding around one fire and ever since then she’s had a fear of it. Even if she had the heart of a warrior and the mouth of a drunken sailor, Milli was still human and had her fears. Why was she remembering this now of all times? Her shoulder tingled with pain, a phantom pain. The wound healed long ago, but she could still remember it; the day she actually felt death creeping up on her. The eeriness of the silence that surrounded her caused a memory to flood her thoughts, but dispelled in an instant when Chaz started with his loud barking.

”Ah, sorry,” apologizing to the creature, we better hurry and get back upstairs.” Strolling over to the cupboard, Milli grabbed two bowls, one larger than the other because unlike Tramp she didn’t have the stomach of a blackhole. The girl didn’t even bother preparing it like a decent person and just decided to take the whole thing up to his room with her. One arm held everything related to ice cream and the other held a large container of warm brownies.

It was a bit hard holding everything, but she managed her way up the stairs and set everything down on the table in his room. ”I figured you were going to just eat this whole thing so I didn’t bother putting it into a bowl.” Her voice being completely honest just rubbing her should once more. Go away already… Telling the phantom pain mentally, it was getting extremely annoying and she could barely take it anymore. ”Before you dig in; let me get a little first.” Opening the container and taking a couple spoonfuls for herself.

Her fingers still stung, maybe she should have treated them first before coming up, but it really didn’t bother her much. Milli sat herself down on the floor just letting herself endure it a little. It was probably the reason why her phantom pain was so bothersome, but at least she was feeling something. The Alexii wondered if Tramp noticed her mood and would he say something; ask what was going on downstairs and why did her dog let out such an alarming bark. Sighing, Milli remained silent for awhile just trying her hardest not to think about anything. The eighteen year old was tired so it was easy not to think, at least the type of thinking that didn’t take much effort.