Post by TOSHIKO YUZURU on Oct 1, 2010 0:32:21 GMT -5
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you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
well sentence me to another life. ♥
Toshiko stalked through the door of her house, that was seconds later slammed shut, and she quickly pressed her back against it. Her entrance had meant to remain with an undoubtful look, but it faded as the door had been closed, for now that she was out of sight of anyone, she could use the time to panic. Panic about what she'd gotten herself into. Did I really just...? She cursed beneath her breath.. Of course she always did regrettable things, mainly to keep some sort of image. A particular reputation that wouldn't dare be seen as powerless. Powerless, and defenceless, they were things she wouldn't allow herself to be seen as. That's why she denied any of these sort of implications from others, because after all, there was nothing worse than being pitied, right? But that's what normally led her to possible humiliation—such as her situation now.
They had teased her about her being scared of horror movies... She was! But would she ever let them taunt her for it? No. Azure knew it all too well, that probably being why he was the one doing it the most. It was like he knew the way she worked, the way she would never allow such accusations to go without denial. As if he knew her... Oh, but he did. Just as well as she had known him. But that was only the result of being such close friends for so many years. However, the way they always taunted eachother would always place either of them in such unexpected positions. For instance, where she stood with her back against the door, staring forward with a doubtful look in her deep blue eyes. After she had made such a big deal of her not being as afraid as he had stated in front of both and Zephyr and Eli, she without knowing it invited them all over for some 'horror movie night'.
It was bad enough that she'd been lying about it, and was actually somewhat terrified of them. It was even worse that she had already pictured and half-expected that smirk on Azure's face while he watched in satisfaction as she trembled rediculously in front of the tv. What caused the forming grimace on her face then, was the fact that it wouldn't only be Azure witnessing her possible embarassment that night. Eli and Zephyr were coming as well. She clenched her fists, a flash of determination showing through her fierce expression. She wouldn't let them see her in her terrified state, no not again. Especially not when they were two people who she'd always been caught up in argueing with. This only made it more important to not give them something to hold against her.
"Besides... It's been so long since I watched a horror movie, they're probably not even scary anymore." she reassured herself aloud before stepping away from the door, and off to prepare for what was to take place in a matter of a couple hours. If not.. there are many ways to avoid watching the particularly scary parts. She smirked a bit as she stepped into the kitchen. She hardly ever used the kitchen, unless she planned to make the simplest meal bearing the simplest instructions.. Everyone knew how badly she could manage at cooking. In her head, she went over quite a few methods of escaping scenes of the movies that would possibly send her goosebumps. What they had been were to be revealed later... Best not to spoil it, eh?
ignorance is your new best friend.
TAGS;; Azure, Zephyr, Eli // closed.
WORDS;; 588
NOTES;; Blahh...
LYRICS;; Ignorance by Paramore[/blockquote]